When I became Christian, I identified myself with Mary Magdalene bathing Christ's feet with tears. I realized my shortcomings and could do nothing but cry and offer up any service I had, meager as it was - and is.
It's difficult to write this and show a piece of artwork that cuts to such a deep part and pain of myself. One of my professors said once that any portrait depicted by an artist is a self-portrait. That holds true for this painting. The first impression it makes on people is sorrow. I am compelled to say that is the same for my heart in this place. I'm not entirely sure why, and I don't think it's a bad sorrow.
I'm suddenly reminded of a character from J.R.R. Tolkien's Silmarillion. Nienna, one of the Queens of the Valar, was written as one who dwelt alone and wept. Her name actually means "She Who Weeps." She wept for the suffering of the newly-born world, and taught others (such as Gandalf) pity and patience. She rarely went into the city of gladness, but spent her time in the Halls of Waiting, comforting the spirits of Elves and Men who were waiting their fate.
There's something to both Mary Magdalene's sorrow and the continual weeping of Nienna. I'm not quite sure what it is exactly, and I'm not entirely positive I have the temperament for such a beautiful sorrow. I would like to have it, though.